01 September 2017

My Catty Pari

She came like a cat, making absolutely no noise and scratched my blanket with her sharp nails. When I took the blanket off my face, she quickly made her way inside. My hands brushed against her hands below her naked shoulders. She was wearing a sleeveless top, and I felt her hands silky smooth and cold.

She came inside and hugged me tight and then rested her head on my left shoulder.
“I want to be in your arms. I want to hug you. I want to feel myself wrapped around your body,” she whispered in my ear before she kissed it.

“What are you doing here?” I asked her as I was totally surprised to have her body wrapped around my body, neck to neck, chest to chest, inside the blanket I had wrapped into, in the mosquito net.

Before I question her again, she held my lower lip in between tip of her fingers, slightly pressed it, pulled it towards her and kissed it with her wet set of lips. My hands were on her back then, she was wearing a top and a skirt.

After some really hot minutes of wet kisses, she changed her side and laid in front of me facing her back to me. While her head rested on my shoulder, she took my hand and kept moving it gently on her soft, rosy stomach and she made me play with her navel ring. I kissed her hair and neck from behind. I could distinctly hear her making soft, moaning sound as I kissed her ear and neck.

It felt real hot, lying there with her. We kept cuddling until we fell asleep.

When I woke up next morning, I was alone in the blanket. I did not know when she went to her own bed. For all such things, she was my "Catty Pari".

<*this post is an excerpt from an upcoming book, stay tuned, romantic winter is coming!>

23 July 2017

She moved on

Minutes passed like a day,
And day passed like a week.

Forehead, hair,
Lips or cheek,

I remembered her words when we kissed,
Take your pick.

We hardly spoke,
We texted less.

I tried more,
She tried less.

Cuteness ran away,
Her love faded.

Fate laughed at me,
Tears eye shaded.

Some more gloomy days passed.

I grew hair,
She had new haircuts.

Her parties continued,
I skipped college trips.

She attended all of her friend's birthday parties,
I skipped all of my friend’s birthday parties.

I worried much,
She cared less.

I gave up on trying,
She never tried.

She changed, she was a different person,
I tried changing myself, I couldn’t.

I tried changing her back, I couldn't,
She didn’t want to, she didn’t want me to.

I kept calling her, she didn’t pick.
She changed her numbers, she didn’t share until next few weeks.

Love hurts, stop loving, she said,
The heart loves, keep loving, I said.

What was my life but a mess,
She moved on, one boyfriend less.

Days stressed, nights stretched,
My own bed, refused me sleep.

She took me mountains high, pushed me off the cliff,
Wished me luck, as I fell down, the valley deep.

19 July 2017

Ruminating birthday thoughts

happy bday to me

  • When you are single, only good thing about your 29th birthday is that you are not 30 yet. 

  • Seven years and that one girl never wished you on your birthday, and the eighth year she wishes, she is not yours.

  • Consider yourself lucky if people remember your birthday when you are alive.

  • You should forgive all married friends who don't wish you on your birthday. You know, dead people don't wish anyone, not with a smiley face.

  • Best friends are those who are more excited on your birthday than you, not because they like you but to have one more free party meal.

Relationships, marriage:
  • The only good thing about being single is you save all the trouble of going through one more breakup.

  • Your true happy wedding will the one you don't attend. That will make both of you happy, for forever.

  • The best year to get married will be printed on your wedding card.

26 June 2017

पावसात, तू मनात ...

तू मनात ...
भिजलेली तू ,
अन, चिंब रात ...

तू मनात ...

सैल मन माझे ,
उंच आकाशी ...
भिजलेले नभ,
तुझ्या केसात ...

तू मनात ...

ओल्या उबीचा ,
घट्ट हात ...
खिडकीतल्या मिठीतील गोड ,
नाजूक ती अन बात ...

तू मनात ...

मिठीतील तो ,
शहारे हात ...
डोळ्यांची ती ,
निःशब्द बात ...

तू मनात ...

तू मनात ...
भिजलेली तू ,
अन, चिंब रात ...

28 May 2017

ओठोंपे आती है अब बस तेरीही बात

ओठोंपे आती है,
अब बस तेरीही बात 
तेरे बिना में जाना,
कैसे ये कांटू रात 

दिन ये यु ढलता है, 
और सूरज जलता है 

Image from: https://pixabay.com/en/girl-upset-sad-depressed-hipster-863686
पर दिल तो मांगे है,
चाँदनी तेरा साथ 

ओठोंपे आती है,
अब बस तेरीही बात 
तेरे बिना में जाना,
कैसे ये कांटू रात 

जग ने जब ठुकराया, 
तूने थामा था हाथ 
तू भी तो छोड़ गयी अब,
क्यूँ दो पल देके साथ? 

ओठोंपे आती है,
अब बस तेरीही बात 
तेरे बिना में जाना,
कैसे ये कांटू रात

22 February 2017

कसली माल दिसतेय

मला माहीत आहे,

तुला figurative बोलायला आवडतं म्हणून,

पण म्हणून काय मला, तू तिला, "कसली माल दिसतेय" म्हटलेलं पटणार नाही...

14 February 2017

ग्वाड झालं, ग्वाड झालं...

हळुवार जिणं माझं,
द्वाड झालं, द्वाड झालं,
तुझ्या संगतीने सजना,
आता कसं, ग्वाड झालं...

द्वाड झालं, द्वाड झालं,
तुझ्या संगतीने सजना,
आता कसं, ग्वाड झालं...

वाळवंटी जगणं हे,
कोरडं बघणं हे,
सरीने तुझ्या, प्रेमाच्या,
हिरवं शिवार झालं...

द्वाड झालं, द्वाड झालं,
तुझ्या संगतीने सजना,
आता कसं, ग्वाड झालं...

नात्यांच्या या दुनियेत,
सुख कसं बाजारू झालं,
हसणं तुझं तेंव्हा बघ,
जगण्या आधार झालं...

द्वाड झालं, द्वाड झालं,
तुझ्या संगतीने सजना,
आता कसं, ग्वाड झालं...

चेहऱ्याचा साज तू,
अन जगण्याचा ताज तू,
मनही माझं, तनही माझं,
कवाचं बघ तुझंच झालं...

द्वाड झालं, द्वाड झालं,
तुझ्या संगतीने सजना,
आता कसं, ग्वाड झालं...

हळुवार जिणं माझं,
द्वाड झालं, द्वाड झालं,
तुझ्या संगतीने सजना,
आता कसं, ग्वाड झालं...

13 February 2017

You call it a normal life until...

call it 
normal life 
you receive 
an interest 
on a matrimony website 
from a girl 
who broke up with a lesbian girl 
who was a friend of
your ex-girlfriend...

11 February 2017

Let there be roses

Roses from our home:

A photo posted by Manoj (@manojl) on

A photo posted by Manoj (@manojl) on

09 February 2017

आपल्या मर्यादा, आपणच ठरवाव्या...

काहींना बंदीस्त जगणं आवडतं,
काहींना बिंद्धास्त जगणं...

आपले दगड कोण,
आपल्या भींती कोणत्या,

आपल्या मर्यादा,
आपणच ठरवाव्या...

30 January 2017

कधी कशाला

कधी बुडवावी एखादी खारी, पूर्ण चहात ,
जाऊ द्यावं तिला, उंच कपाच्या तळाशी ,

कधी खावी एखादी चपाती, गरम दुधात , कुस्करून ,
अन तोंडी लावावी , लाल चटणी ,

कधी बसावं खाली , मांडी घालून , जेवायला ,
घरच्यांसोबत , एकत्र , 

कधी टेकवावे पाय , जमिनीला , आपल्याच ,
अन चालावं थोडं , अनवाणी ,

कशाला हवंय कार्पेट , रोजच ?
कशाला हवंय कार्पोरेट जगणं , रोजच , आपल्याच घरी ?

29 January 2017

ना तू पहला प्यार है मेरा , और ना तू है आखरी ...

जब साथ थे , तो कहा था तुमने -
"तू दुनिया है मेरी ... "

बेवफा बनके फिर, तू केह गया, चुपकेसे ,
जोर की बात - "ना तू पहला प्यार है मेरा ,
और ना तू है आखरी ..."

फिर कभी सोच लेती हूं ,
कैसे कर लेते हो तुम प्यार की बात ?

27 January 2017

प्रेम तेवढंच आहे, अजुनही...

मग मीच मला विचारल, "तिच्याशी लग्नाबाबत तुझा काय विचार आहे?"

"लग्नाबाबत माझे विचार सध्या खुंटलेले आहेत..."

आणि मग थोडा विचार केला, 
जाणीव झाली की, तिच्यावरचं प्रेम मात्र तेवढंच आहे, अजुनही...

08 January 2017

Awesome Maharashtra: a trip to Varasgaon Dam near Pune

A photo posted by Manoj (@manojl) on

A photo posted by Manoj (@manojl) on

A photo posted by Manoj (@manojl) on

A photo posted by Manoj (@manojl) on

A photo posted by Manoj (@manojl) on

01 January 2017

First day of 2017, a sickening start

So the new year 2017 began, and I could barely speak today. My throat was jammed, not because I partied the whole night and cried loud with the crowd on the DJ songs, but, because of the seasonal viral throat infection. So I started my day in the morning by gargling for a while with warm salted water. That gave me a relief for say two minutes? Nah, not really, maybe two hours.

Then made myself steamy two cups of tea and sipped it on, resting in a comfy chair for a while, and started reading a book. After some time, I warmed up for few minutes and went on to the kitchen. While I made `kanda-poha` for the second Sunday in a row, the electric heater boiled the water for the bath. Once the `kanda-poha` was ready, instead of clicking a photo and Instagramming it, I decided to eat it right away. Weird, no?

I cleaned up the room and the washroom and had a nice bath afterward. Once I was back from the bath, I treated myself a fantastic Marvel movie 'Captain America: Civil War 2016'. It was a pleasure to watch all those superheroes working in absolutely non-superheroic co-ordination, like a bunch of losers!

Two other important things I would like to mention I did today were -
1. removed my work email account from my so-called smartphone, so that I won't constantly check for new work related emails
2. what was the second one? Damn you smartphone, you have made me dumb!

One more probably non-significant thing I did today was - (by mistake) I wished a girl, who by the way said a big 'No' to be my significant other. I sent her a forwarded new year wishes pic on WhatsApp. She didn't wait for an hour and fast-forwarded time to reply me back. By the way, she said no to me not because she didn't love me but because she did like and love someone else, you know. And, that someone else and she were deeply, madly, crazily in love or so I heard of. And, by the way, that boy got married a month ago. What happened to his mad, crazy, deep love for her I don't know, I never heard of. Even animals get to choose each other, but these human herd I say, they have a lot of conditions to satisfy before getting married for a hell of a lifetime. Anyway, I sent her back two smilies, and she didn't' smile back. Com'on gimme a break! He was the one who put you on the break!

Then I sat for a while and gave my life a serious thought for three minutes seventeen seconds, and decided to watch an animated movie.

Meanwhile, during entire day I got new year messages from three dozen people and I replied back to all of them, you know. I couldn't let them feel that they are alone, I just can't! It's a heavy feeling you know.

That pretty much sums up my very first day in the new year 2017, expect I didn't tell you that I went out for a coffee, had my favorite dinner and did not watch any of the stupid news channels!

See ya, tomorrow! Happy new year 2017!

31 December 2016

2016 is over, 2017 is here, somebody kiss me!

Well, well, well, 2016 is so over and the whole world is excited to welcome itself into 2017.

I am sitting in a well-furnished hall of a rented flat in a wonderful area located Pune, wondering about when I am going to kiss someone I love when the clock struck the very first second of the new year. Just like yet another year, I will probably end up watching the Friends episode where Chandler was desperately saying on the new year's eve, 'Somebody kiss me, it's midnight, somebody kiss me...'. 

I will probably laugh at his situation, forgetting mine and slowly sleep into the night.

image from: http://www.hollywood.com/movies/people-having-a-worse-nye-than-you-60227750/

While the world is overexcited about the new year, I am not quite sure if I am excited about it. Nothing great happened in 2016 for me. So, I am not expecting great from 2017. As somebody has said, I am going to expect less from the new year to be happier in 2017.

Let's see how it goes, haywire or hey there... Happy New Year 2017!

22 December 2016

'Dedicated to', A diary page from 2012

... to ...

demi lovato,
larry and sergey,
da vinci,

... and to love and life ...

[a diary page from 2012]

14 February 2016

When You Are With Me, Every Day Is Valentine's Day

when-you-are-with-me-every-day-is-valentines-dayChocolates, coffee and red roses;
Hugs, pouts and selfie poses.” 
It's Valentine's day!

“Darling, will you be there for me always and not just today?” 
She asks, before pouting her lips, taking a picture with him.

“I want to marry you,
I want to carry your sorrows on my shoulders, 
And share my happiness with you,
I want to be your comfort,
I will be there for you every single day,
No matter how things go bad,
I will always make things fine,
I will change all the dates for you my love,
And will make every single day - 'Valentine'!” 
He replies, hugging her, as he whispers his promising words into her ears.

And, with the red roses in her hand, like the dark chocolates, she melts into his love, blissfully.

Tere ishq ko...

Tere ishq ko thukra du,
Aisi guroor wali fitrat nahi hamari...

Par umra bhar tera intezar karenge, wafa mein teri,
Ye bewafa, itni buri bhi halat nahi hamari...


तेरे इश्क़ को ठूकरा दु,
ऐसी गुरूर वाली फ़ितरत नही हमारी।

पर उम्र भर तेरा इन्तजार करते रहेंगे, वफा मे तेरी,
ऐ बेवफा, इतनी बुरी भी हालात नही हमारी।

27 December 2015

You Don't Have To...

You don't have to like me;
I don't have to hate you.

You don't have to remember me;
I don't have to forget you!

10 November 2015

Love is a lucky draw

Telling your parents about your love, 
asking their permission for marriage is like - participating in the lucky draw where you are the only one participating, 
still, you are not sure about winning!

09 September 2015

It's just you who knows how you feel!

It's just you who knows how you feel!
It's probably just you who go through all ups, downs, and sufferings in love, and no one else can understand that. It's just you who knows how hard it is to give up on someone who is so close to your heart. 

Your friends or family might console you for a while but they will never understand what you are really going through. They will never understand how difficult it is to think about someone else when they ask you to stop thinking about someone you loved for and dreamed of for years. And when you have invested so much time thinking about him or her, even simply thought of thinking about someone else makes you feel guilty.

And, then sometimes you don't understand what's right and what's wrong. You don't know what should you do next - give up on someone you hold onto for a long time or give a thought about someone else.

Probably it's just you who understands you or maybe it's not even you! 

06 August 2015

Matrimony Profile - Why Not Here?

A married friend of mine accidentally suggested this to me.

One day we were talking and I asked how was his married life.
'It's demanding,' he said.

And, while talking I mentioned that I was thinking of registering on few matrimony sites. First he questioned why didn't I give it a try with love-marriage, and asked me to start with asking the girl(s) I like.
I told him that I was done with asking about it to the girl(s) I like.
'Did you ask right question?' He asked.
'Yes, I did. Right questions to right girls!' I answered.
At least I thought those were the few right girls I knew.
'Did you really like at least one of them?' He asked.
'Yeah, I liked all of them.' I said.
'And were you in love with any of them?'
'Umm, yesss, I was in love with one of them.'
'She wasn't in love with me!'
'Oh, man! That sucks!'
'Yes, it does. I have spent years sulking about it. If that's not love, I don't know what it is!'
'Was she the one?'
'Yes, she was the one!'
'Did she knew about this?'
'Yes, for past four years she knew, and she always knew that I liked and loved her.'
'Did she had a boyfriend?'
'I don't know, she said she likes someone. But I am not sure he was her boyfriend. And, even if she was her boyfriend, she won't marry him!'
'Umm, is she the one you wrote about?'
'And she knew about that too?'
'That totally sucks! May be... OK this is what I think, may be you deserve someone better than her!' He said.
'She said the same thing to me that she wasn't right fit for me and I deserve someone better than her.' I said. 'What do they mean when they say things like this. Do I look like someone with odd measurements that no one ever fits for me?' I asked.
'Dude, there is nothing wrong with you, seriously! Sometimes we don't get what we always want! Just don't waste more time thinking about her, move on! I got one idea - why don't you put up your matrimony profile here on your blog?'
'What the...!'
'Yeah, you heard it right! Put it up here. Let's make this interesting.You were in love and not in a relationship. You can put your data here. Lets see if any girl with a similar story like yours reads this and at least gives a thought about this. How old are you now?' He asked.
'Same as yours! Just completed 27 years!'
'Did I marry too young?' He asked.
'What? And, this is the time you gave your marriage a thought?' I replied.
'Freak! No, I am just kidding with you. Or did I really marry too young?'
'Anyways, give me your laptop. Let me write this one for you!'
'Are you sure you want to do this?'
'Are you sure you want to get married someday?'
'Yeah, someday!'
'Well then hand it over to me, let me write it down.'

☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

Name: Manoj.
27 years, 5 ft - 8 inch, 68 kg, Wheatish complexion.
Did Bachelors in Engineering in IT from Sinhgad Institutes, Vadgaon, Pune.
Doing job in Pune in an IT company since 2010 till now.
Does coding and writes stories with same love.


From a well educated family:
Dad - Lawyer.
Mum - Housewife.
Brother - IRS through UPSC exam [Govt. of India], married.
Brother's wife - Nayab Tehsildar through MPSC exam [Govt. of Maharashtra].


- Can watch 20-25 Hollywood movies per month!
- Can speak total filmy!
- Can crack funniest and punniest jokes all the time.
- Down to earth, always loved sitting under the green trees and blue sky!
- Got songs for most of the situations.
- Has caring, sensitive soul.
- Loves coffee, tea, colors, good stories.
- Loves all kind of music from Marathi Lavanis to Bollywood Songs, Ghazals, Qawwalis; to English Rock, Hip-Hop, and Pop songs!
- Owns dimples :)
- And yeah, die-hard romantic! Yes, you read(felt) it right!

☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

For more details - ask anything you want to know.
Email id: empulsea @ gmail dot com

02 April 2015

As beautiful and tender as you!

As beautiful and tender as you!She was the one who would make my heart run faster and breaths run slower at the same time. She was the one hearing who was always a pleasant experience. She was the one with short hairs and a cute smile. She was the one I had a huge crush on. She was the one I was resting my love-life future on. She was the one seeing whom would make something in my stomach. She was the one I could stare at for hours. She was the one why fell in love with caffeine. And she did not know that.

Those lovely feeling and thoughts in my heart for her were seeking a way to outburst themselves. And, I couldn't share those with anyone. Not until I was sure about something, something that I did not know about her feelings about me. That’s where diary came to rescue me. And then till the right time came, only my diary knew – how tender yet a heavy load of feelings my heart was carrying, and what I was up to – something huge, huge for me, and something beautiful, beautiful as she was!

06 February 2015

मी राञ यौवनाची...

नभ सारे तुझे जरी हे
तू चंद्र माझा आहे...
मी राञ यौवनाची
अन् तू पहाट आहे...

विसरू कशा सख्या रे
तुझ्या मिठीतील राती...
तो स्पर्श मोरपीसांचा
ती बहरलेली प्रीती
ती बहरलेली प्रीती...

गहीवरल्या तुझ्या मिठीत
हे जग मी माझे पाहे...
मी राञ यौवनाची
अन् तू पहाट आहे...

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